May 29

hmmm......

I'm lost of words......(sigh)......

obviously i can't post anything about my history anymore since i already did that on my first blog post.... and I can't post some more interesting stuffs since the only thing I did for the last 144 hours is study....study....stud....econs....the test will be held two weeks after though...but i'm really nervous about this subject...as of this moment, i'm already done reading Macroeconomics. I'm not gonna read Micro anymore since I'm already time constricted, and i have to immediately start with my Stats or else I would fail the subject......(my prior tests, assignments etc are pretty much worthless if you read the breakdown of grade percentage).....finalz is the ultimate test..... (sigh)....

Since its my birthday today.....I am supposed to do something special for me...(since nobody would do it for me then, I would do it for myself) ..... dinner with classmates (which I myself planned won't be until tuesday after the stats exam since some people I invited are not gonna be available during "the day" and the day before "the day". So we decided to do it on tuesday instead.....and i can't bare not to include them on this occassion cuz they're apparently the only "friends" that I have in this country.....(there is a fine line between a friend and an associateOr whateverthatmightbeis).....

so basically, nothing special would happen this day. Add to that, friends from the Philippines won't be able to call me basically because the cos of calling me "long distance" is very expensive in my country. considering the fact that the economy is pretty much low, people there generally have less purchasing power than the people here. even the rich would refrain from making calls, if possible. (learned that from econs...thank goodness i have learned "something".....guess i'm not a pea brain after all)..... that lackness of luxury to purchase "calling" power and the presence of unlimited texting could have been he reason why The Philippines is considered the texting capital of the world....(have no reasons to be proud off)......and I definitely won't be the one calling them...(i don't wanna look desperate for their affection....even if it looks like I actually am..lol..hope they wont read this post....)

Oh well,,,that's life...atleast i'm "less depressed" now compared to before.....

are u drugs??

lol

ugly toes..

messy hair

on my messy face

in my messy room

in a messy life...

stupid glasses...

look at my nose!!!

hmph!!

urghh

fave t-shirt

should read the one written on the back

=)

yo man!!!

wazzup???

is me "drugs'???

lol

since i basically don't have anything to do, no upcoming events except tuesday .... i ended up surfing the net instead for some suggestions......

 

some suggestions from keepandshare.com are the ff:

 

1. Have a formal party where everyone dresses up.

- dont want.

2. Rent a karaoke machine and sing the night away with friends!

 - uhm...lol...maybe...haha

 

3. Have a themed party of "Remember Your Youth" by having a little kid's party.  Have cartoon decorations, play pin the tail on the donkey, have a piñata.  Just like the old days!  It will be different and unique!

 - gross....

 

4. Rent a hall and have a dance party.

 - i'm not a girl....nor a gay...

 

5. Throw a water-gun party, AKA Water-gun fight.  Everyone brings their super soakers.

 - where to do it?????

 

6. Go on a road trip with friends.

 - good idea...NOT if you're on a tight schedule....guess what? I AM!!! have lots of excruciating exams ahead of me

 

7. Rent a cabin in the mountains and celebrate all weekend.

 - where? at genting??lol..been there..done that...

 

8. Rent a condo on the beach.

 - where???

 

9. Get a piercing.

 - I already have one....=)

 

10. Go clubbing.

 - hope so.... lol

 

11. Go to a casino where you only have to be 18.

 - no money....

 

12. Go in a hot air balloon.

 - where??? tell me!!!!

 

13. Go scuba diving.

 - better if i'd do it in the Philippines....lol....marine resources are wayyy better there...

 

14. Play laser tag.

 - what's that?????

 

15. Go camping on the beach.

 - not interested....lots of mosquitos

 

16. Register to vote.

 - got no plane ticket...and fare is a bit expensive

 

17. Go to a spa and get pampered!

 - uhm...maybe...lol

 

18. Get a tattoo.

 - actually planned it once.....dunno if still upto it now....

 

19. Spend the day helping someone.

 - charity???

 

20. Have a candle lit dinner with family.

 - soo drama....not interested....

 

21. Go to an amusement park with friends.

 - genting again????lol

 

22. Go horseback riding.

 - yes..if i'm in the Philippines....do u have horses here???

 

23. Go to a waterslide park.

 - where??? dunwannagetwet

 

24. Toilet paper someone's house for some good, classic fun.

 - hahaha..that would make them sssuuuuuuuuuuupppppper maaadddddd....

 

25. Go to Hawaii!

- Sponsor please?????

 

 

 

Some devilish suggestion.....(I find funny though....and seriously, these should not be taken seriously...) lol....:

 

 

 

1) Buy porn. Engage in what normal people do with porn.

 -lol...

 

2) Buy a pack of cigarettes, smoke at least one of them.

 - I already smoke.....and my folks already knows about it.....so no need....

 

3) Buy a cigar for later.

 - already have some inventories here

 

4) Call a toll-free number you see on tv.

 - not interested....waste of credit.....

 

5) If the gas station attendant you were buying cigarettes from didn't wish you a happy birthday, go back and make fun of his family.

 - how??/ tell me...lol

 

6) Smoke said cigar.

 - how many times do i have to tell you??!!!!!??!?

 

7) Go to an indian resort casino that serves no alcohol and play a few games of the card game of your choice.

 - and so????

 

8) Re-engage in the pornographic element of your day.

 - again. lolz

 

9) Sleep tight knowing you've accomplished some great 18-year-old stuff.

- What's soooo great about it??? duh...

 

 

 

some nice suggestions....(really nice sugesstions...)

 

 

 1. Pray to God that he has given you good life till now

 - Amen!

 

2. Spend time with your family & friends, you don't get that special 18th b'day again!

 - Hope its gonna be special...really....

 

3. Have fun.. start focusing on what you should do for your future, after all you are just stepping into a so called mature world.

 - want to, but can't....focus on what should i do for the future???? u mean study again?? just finished with lots of shitload here....!!

 

4. If you like to do some social work, spend time with less privileged kids. This gives you more satisfaction than any of the options you have mentioned in your question.

 - good idea....did that before...didn't enjoy that much...maybe because I'm stil a kid that time....

 

 

 

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I'm desperate......for something, for someone,.......

 

 hope my prayers would be answered....( i mean, my DREAMS would turn out real!!!)

 

tata!!

Lights Out =)