No class tomorrow... since both of my 1-hour classes were cancelled. OMG the schedule sucks!!
I have to admit... I had been very eager for class to resume and start my hectic life again.... Since i have been locked-up in my room basically for the entire holidays, it is very normal for me or any person to feel that way. But then again, things could change. And it did.
Today, I'm very much pleased that I'm taking a day off from class since it had started YESTERDAY. Since the first two days had bombarded me with too many future expenses and headaches, I have found myself in place wherein I can't do anything about it to make the situation positive. Well, you readers (whoever you are) might not be able to understand what I'm going through right now, but whatever it is, trust me... IT SUCKS!!.
I can't believe why the library won't be able to provide everything.....
Being a CERTIFIED CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT WANNABE, I had estimated the expenses that I would incur this week alone to be 430 ringgit. Books that costs around 210 ringgit, THAT'S CRAZY!!! Not to mention the 2,618.02 ringgit that I will have to pay next week. OMG. I don't wanna be a burden to my folks. And certainly, I feel that I am now.....
Other than that, I have come to realize that it is indeed a little bit IMPOSSIBLE to pass all of my subjects this semester without making any unusual doings (its not what you think it is, I don't cheat), or asking for some divine intervention from God.....certainly, I didn't realize at first that I'm gonna be in deep shit for the next 2 years in my life.....And unfortunately, I just put myself into it, so now I'm gonna have to face it. Hope I won't go unscrewed after this 4 months of hell that I'm gonna experience........
This course could certainly demand a lot from you ..... an I basically can't escape from it no matter where would I choose to study..... I feel sorry for my former classmates..... I certainly know now how y'all feels right now....
Don't loose hope..
Have faith...
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