I can't believe that I can't post this on facebook as much as I want to....:(
(they might read it...)
First of all, I'm sick of the very long holidays...
Holidays could have been almost over for me if not for the empty schedule I have for summer class...... booohooo!! .....
I can't find a job....and i'm not going home for Christmas....T_T .....that's what makes me ssoooo sad.....
I can't go home for Christmas.....I'll be staying in Malaysia.....my parents have to save for my upcoming tuition fee this february that is overwhelmingly expensive for a typical filipino family....
RM11,092.29.....
convert it to Peso, that will be about PHP149,745.915 just for the next semester, when they could have just paid roughly PHP60,000 if they had enrolled me in Ateneo or around PHP40,000 if they had enrolled me in UST......T_T .....I prefer those two universities than my current university for your information, but i had no choice....It's either Xavier, or Murdoch... no UST or Ateneo....T_T.....
And add to that, I'm not feeling well again.. it UST definitely has something to do with it.....and why i really want to study in UST.....Y_Y....and the worst part it, I can't speak anything about it, even in this blog...damn....T_T....Nobody reads my blog and still, I can't post anything in here.....
but hey, atleast i can give hints right??
look at my face:
during class time, i can't stop smiling (for no reason at all)....now i can't stop feeling like shit....
see? i'm wearing black...
it means i'm mourning over the death of my Christmas happiness..
darn......
Ok, here's my wish for Christmas:
1. Pictures...
2. More Pictures
3. And a message with a specific content....
4. Or a call from someone saying one specific thing....
I'm too bad at concealing things...
alright....good morning folks....
