i think i finally found the template that i would use for a very long time. it's not what i have been planning to have with respect to my motif, but i guess serves what i have always been wanting for my blog to be: simple. its me, and i like having a blog template that speaks of who i am.
writing this blog coincides with counting down the hours left till 2010. it's 7:02PM in my clock. the sun is still shining, but anytime soon, dark will rise. its gonna be very loud and exciting in KL tonight. everyone's gonna be there to wait for 12am and ofcourse, to party. my parents are planning to go there or somewhere closer to our house but equally as loud and exciting but i don't think i'd enjoy the hip and fun that people are trying to achieve by the end of 2009. i'm just not in the mood right now. and i don't even know why.
7:04PM
unlike what i did during Christmas, tonight, i'm not planning to greet anyone. i want them to greet me. i want to know who are those people who thinks that i'm important enough to deserve a simple greeting from their heart. ( emo alert ) . quite selfish, but yeah...that's who i am. and that's what i want.
and yes, with regards to my updates, i don't have any. but i'm gonna tell you what happened to me during 2009, here it is:
- continued my studies here in malaysia. (i enrolled in murdoch program of kdu college)
- met new friends... :) too many to mention everyone, but i'd like to mention yi peng, wil, albert, sean, sue ann, reuben, and cielo.
- met kuya dennis and ate cathy (my southridge family here in malaysia)
- had a crush on someone
- fell out of that crush,
- had a crush on someone again
- what can you expect??, obviously crush gone again
- neglected to register myself for the 2010 elections, and i really regretted not registering for the damn thing.
- had too many failed expectations
- surprises as well
- almost destroyed a relationship
- i've been secretly in love with someone seven years ago. and now, it was rekindled.
the good thing is, i'll end my 2009 being in love. the problem is, the person is in the Philippines right now. i really hoped that i can go to manila during the whole duration of their Christmas break, but obviously, i wasn't able to go there. that's why i'm sad, and lonely. that i guess, sums up all the tantrums and the mood swing that i've been manifesting although out the final stretch of 2009. i have one wish though, i hope that this love will be extinguished. for i cannot see any possibility that it will push through and that love will be given in return for it.
