there had been too many things that has been running in my mind as of this moment. most of them, random facts, feelings, thoughts and strong objections on things but i can’t seem to put them in order. just like this post, it is so random that i don’t even think that it will make sense when i’m done with it.
currently, i’m listening to poker face by chris daughtry…haha…try searching it on youtube i bet ya’ll will like it. :) and my head is blank right now. but since i already said it, yes, i have some random thoughts that i just have to let out. ok then,
i’m going to start with this family in the states that has been making headlines in the news. you know the Phelps family? due to their constant picketing on funerals and telling those attending it things like “God Hates Fag”, “God Hates Fag enablers”, “God Hates America” and the likes made them actually the most hated family in America. They have their own religion which currently comprises of about a hundred members w/ 80% of it being family members. I must say that I agree about the fact that the scripture is not only about how God loves us and how he had sacrificed His son for our salvation, it also talks about laws (Canon Law) that we have to obey if we want to go to heaven when we die. they say, “Obey God and you will be blessed, and if you don’t obey, you’re going to hell”. on one side of it, yes its true. but on my opinion, the scripture is just too deep to be interpreted and followed in such a way. there’s this thing we Christians call “approaches to interpreting the scripture”. it basically explains how should people interpret the contents of the scripture, that we should interpret it by looking at it as a whole (Contextual Approach) and by finding its underlying theme (Thematic Approach) in order to understand it better. Literal Approach, is the approach that the Phelps family uses in interpreting the scripture that’s why they have saying all these outrageous and negative things that made them misunderstood by the people.
But they love us (and i’m sure about that). why would they tell such things in the public anyway? well, because they believe, that by spreading the word in the scripture, somehow they’ll awaken the people and make them repent in order for them to go to heaven. that’s their purpose.
I don’t know why i am i telling ya’ll about this…….
next topic: which is better? to love or to be loved? well, my answer is NONE. and my reason for which is that LOVE that is reciprocated with INDIFFERENCE does not do any good. so whether you love someone, or you are being loved, when indifference is the one reciprocating it, none is better than the other. just like what i am experiencing right now, I LOVE someone, and what’s on the other end of it? Indifference. does it do any good for me? Hell no. its just makes me feel lonely and sad all the times because i know that the love that i am giving will not be reciprocated with anything other that indifference. and fyi, i’m actually hoping that this feelings that i have would fade away someday. its been haunting me for seven freakin years already. so i really hope its stops.
now that i finally got two lingering topics out of my chest, i think should just give this a rest for a while….i’ll just discuss the rest on my future posts….(sigh)
i’ll watch OLD DOGS tomorrow anyway…hehe wish me fun!! :)
