demented

I feel so demented right now.. Well, in case you don't know what this word means, according to my handy dandy dictionary, it means being insane or crazy.. But I'm not using this word at that context.. Remember those demented in the harry potter books? Where they just suck up all the happiness you have in your life? Well, I kinda feel that way. I feel such big disappointment, I couldn't even describe the gravity of it in an articulative manner (like that word exists!).

I am blessed, I know, but, whenever a person exerts so much effort into wanting to achieve something, yet he founds himself failing, just makes you more frustrated and sad, just like those demented people in the harry potter books. Ya, so this is it probably for the time being,

anyway, I'm really sorry for not being able to put up anything for the past two months. I was kinda not into blogging lately. But now I am. :) so I hope this would continue for long...