i want to tell the truth. unfortunately, i don’t think i can. i’m not even sure right now that this is the truth. its really hard when you are struggling with something that doesn’t even seem normal to people at my age. normally, this difficulties happen at an earlier stage in life. and normally at this age people might have already figured out the answer. but i didn’t.
if i could just post everything straight to the point, i will. but the thing is, i can’t. i just can’t.
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hello internet.
